peace and happiness
in yourself, you begin
to realize peace
for the whole world.
-Thich Nhat Hanh
Why I am in this world, and why I am alive. Maybe because my loved one passed away a month ago, and I have been lost.I have been chaos for along time.
The other day, I had an opportunity to dance in public. I was asked to embody chaos itself. When I do such performance, I not only meet chaos in me, but I meet chaos in spectators. We meet and have some chemistry and evolve something else in a moment. I felt chaos in the whole world. That could be one reality. But now, I am interested in finding peace and happiness in me and outside me- which maybe gives me a guide or path to my healing- maybe this is the next stage of grieving process. - Yokko